Square 0

Why are you still here?
On my mind and in my heart.
We're through,
done with,
finished.
There should be nothing left.

Memories can stay
but nothing else should.

I should have moved on.
I should be happy.
I should be just fine.

Why is it each time I think of you,
hear your name,
see your picture,
Why do I feel the lump in my throat?
Why do I get the churn in the stomach?
Why do I only want to run?
Nothing makes sense.

Square one hurts so much,
But we're instead at Square 0.

What now?
How can I keep you off my mind?
How can I keep you out of my heart.
How am I supposed to keep moving on?