Square 0

Why are you still here?
On my mind and in my heart.
We're through,
done with,
finished.
There should be nothing left.

Memories can stay
but nothing else should.

I should have moved on.
I should be happy.
I should be just fine.

Why is it each time I think of you,
hear your name,
see your picture,
Why do I feel the lump in my throat?
Why do I get the churn in the stomach?
Why do I only want to run?
Nothing makes sense.

Square one hurts so much,
But we're instead at Square 0.

What now?
How can I keep you off my mind?
How can I keep you out of my heart.
How am I supposed to keep moving on?

New World

The memories are there, no doubt about that.

The pain is around, ready to jump back out.

The feeling is secured, latched deep so it can't get out.

Gone

Fade away, into obsurity.
Never to be seen or heard.
What once was, will never be.
What was there has left.

Live the life as given.
Live in the moment whilest you can.
All to soon it will disappear.
It will soon go.

Hide in the shadows.
Live in a new world.
Stay, protect, help and serve.
But never reveal in sound or word.